I arrived in Portland earlier today. Portland's as nice and pretty as I remembered.It was one of the most tiring days I've experienced in a long time though. I know I should be happy right now, but it's just the opposite. I am glad to have this opportunity to be on my own, but I never imagined that I'd have such a tough time coping away from home and people I'm familar with. It's extremely hard and I wish I didn't feel so sad. I really do like Portland a lot but it's difficult to enjoy when there's no one to share the coolness of it. It's painful feeling this way. Right now I feel like I'm in a bad dream. I really hope I stop feeling this way soon.
- Current Location:Portland, OR
- Current Mood: sad